getting over you is easier said than done (especially if my subconscious has anything to do with it)

i had a dream about you last night. it had been so long since the last one, so it was refreshing, at first. a little wish fulfillment was welcome, since you are otherwise preoccupied.

but it didn’t feel like a dream. it didn’t feel like a dream because we were in the exact same situation as we are now. i longed for you, and you loved her. she wasn’t in the dream, thank god. one can only take so much, you know?

the whole dream was that. maybe that would have been good for someone that doesn’t love you like i do. i don’t know. maybe what i have for you is just an obsession and that’s why it hurts so much. whatever the case, any semblance of ‘getting over you’ is gone.

there was too much reality. that was the problem.

reality has no place in dreams.

needless to say, my subconscious and i aren’t on the best terms right now.

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